► twelfth sketch [Video]

[memorychains]

[The feed opens to the view of Olivine beach, held by its owner as she records the horizon and ocean for a while. It records silence for a few moments before the owner speaks up, sounding hesitant.]

... if you've done something wrong in the past that hurt a lot of people, and every one of them said that it was alright and that they didn't blame you...

... but... you still feel guilty over it...

... how do you go about forgiving yourself?

[There's more silence and then an audible sigh, before there's an elephant trumpet sound, and Namine giggles as a Phanpy clambers and obscures half the view of the camera.]

No, this isn't for playing. Come on.

[The feed cuts off.]

Comments

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[usedrapidspin.livejournal.com]

[ there's a long stretch of silence when the feed on Suzaku's end opens before he actually even says anything. heeee's thinking... and not coming up with anything, which makes him not want to respond at all, but then he realizes it's recording so he may as well be useless. ]

... I don't know.

( voice. )

[cagedstar.livejournal.com]

It's okay if you don't have an answer. I didn't expect everyone to know too.

( voice. )

[usedrapidspin.livejournal.com]

It's something I've been thinking about for a long time, but I still haven't come up with anything. So, I hope you've had better luck than me, at least.

( voice. )

[cagedstar.livejournal.com]

I've been thinking for a while too. I just wish that sometimes when I look at my friends, I... don't feel so bad over what I did, because they said so themseles that it was alright. But.... the feeling is still there.

( voice. )

[usedrapidspin.livejournal.com]

[ that sounds oddly specific to his dilemma, too. ]

I don't think it's something that anyone can change, regardless of what they say or do. But that doesn't make it any easier.