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memorychains) wrote2011-08-18 08:46 pm
memorychains) wrote2011-08-18 08:46 pm
► twelfth sketch [Video]
[The feed opens to the view of Olivine beach, held by its owner as she records the horizon and ocean for a while. It records silence for a few moments before the owner speaks up, sounding hesitant.]
... if you've done something wrong in the past that hurt a lot of people, and every one of them said that it was alright and that they didn't blame you...
... but... you still feel guilty over it...
... how do you go about forgiving yourself?
[There's more silence and then an audible sigh, before there's an elephant trumpet sound, and Namine giggles as a Phanpy clambers and obscures half the view of the camera.]
No, this isn't for playing. Come on.
[The feed cuts off.]
... if you've done something wrong in the past that hurt a lot of people, and every one of them said that it was alright and that they didn't blame you...
... but... you still feel guilty over it...
... how do you go about forgiving yourself?
[There's more silence and then an audible sigh, before there's an elephant trumpet sound, and Namine giggles as a Phanpy clambers and obscures half the view of the camera.]
No, this isn't for playing. Come on.
[The feed cuts off.]
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I wouldn't say that. There's nothing wrong with wanting other opinions on something you're having trouble with.
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... what do you think?
[Big sis ):]
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I know -- and you know -- that what happened wasn't something you would have chosen. And it's like you said... the people who were hurt forgave you. [Places a hand on her shoulder gently.] Maybe if you took it a little bit at a time, it would be easier?
[Don't beat yourself up so much, little sis :<]
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... mm. ... okay.
[She still feels bad ):]
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Do you know what it is that's keeping you from forgiving yourself?