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memorychains) wrote2011-08-18 08:46 pm
memorychains) wrote2011-08-18 08:46 pm
► twelfth sketch [Video]
[The feed opens to the view of Olivine beach, held by its owner as she records the horizon and ocean for a while. It records silence for a few moments before the owner speaks up, sounding hesitant.]
... if you've done something wrong in the past that hurt a lot of people, and every one of them said that it was alright and that they didn't blame you...
... but... you still feel guilty over it...
... how do you go about forgiving yourself?
[There's more silence and then an audible sigh, before there's an elephant trumpet sound, and Namine giggles as a Phanpy clambers and obscures half the view of the camera.]
No, this isn't for playing. Come on.
[The feed cuts off.]
... if you've done something wrong in the past that hurt a lot of people, and every one of them said that it was alright and that they didn't blame you...
... but... you still feel guilty over it...
... how do you go about forgiving yourself?
[There's more silence and then an audible sigh, before there's an elephant trumpet sound, and Namine giggles as a Phanpy clambers and obscures half the view of the camera.]
No, this isn't for playing. Come on.
[The feed cuts off.]
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Was it fixed? Or was what you did permanent?
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[Her biggest guilts include Xion, the entire re:coded thing and just Sora in general because that boy is so messed up. Roxas is somewhere there too with the Twilight Town six days thing but Roxas told her to forget about it, and she's been trying!]
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[She comes closer, lightly touching Namine's shoulder.]
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Every time I think about, I can't help but hate how selfish I was. All of it started because I was too scared to be alone, instead of doing the right thing. And so many had to pay the price eventually.
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Namine... do you trust Roxas? And Sora, and everyone who you say you've made pay?
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[This sudden question confused her, and it shows on her face.]
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... every time I think about it, I remember all the things that happened and how it could have been all avoided if I just stood up for myself and did the right thing.
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You can't go back in time. You've fixed what you can. You won't forget it. So... what does thinking about it do? What good does it do anyone?
[she touches Namine's cheek.]
Staying in the past... it won't help you. it won't help anyone. Keep moving forward.
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