[Protip, he looks as feminine as you, Kuja. She smiles a little. She's been more comfortable in opening to people on what she is lately.]

More in a literal sense. The closest I could describe it is that I'm sort of... a copy, of someone else. A literal shadow. My fate is to disappear eventually into that person... or that's what I thought before. Lately though, I've been thinking.... I... want to make my own fate.